Shan Lin just told me about her grandmother and all, and how she might be switching school to Victoria Institute. Being her friend, I would normally say “GOOO!” right? But I can’t…Am I even her friend -_-? Am I her close friend? Her best friend? I don’t even understand much about her, yet she understands me. Am I hoping too much again?

I’m losing my innerself…the character I nursed, a temporary illusion of the real me from MapleStory and yet to be crushed at the mere sight of those around me. Haiz…so if she goes, will I be able to handle it? ~.~ Aiyoh…am I making the right decision? She did said, she wouldn’t shift school without me. It made me happy yet at the same time guilty. Shan Lin’s not the type to be easily held back, but…haiz. -_- I just feel sad, and emoing to lose another best friend. Sigh…whatever…